Thursday, April 5, 2012
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Its amazing how Positive B-con is!! How everyone like me who would never know that there was any trial in her life, unless told directly that there is, and still amazed to find out! And I may not know anything about the trial and still barely know her, but from what I do know, I admire everything about her. Everyone can agree that she lights up every room she walks in! Like how you know it's a party because B-con is there! hahaha Well, I'm going to share a little secret with everyone, but don't judge me or be freaked out hahaha......................
Monday, January 30, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
For Christmas Eric's parents gave us tickets to WICKED!!!!! I had seen this play before about 4-5 years ago and I knew that I would love it, but my memory didn't do it justice! I cried at least 4 times in the play! Eric has never been to Broadway and knowing Eric the way I do, I knew better than to tell him that he would love it. I kept telling him that "I" love it and that he might not, hahahaha he hates it when people build things up because he is always disappointed haha So I let him think he might not like it and of course he LOVED it!!!! He said that this gets him more excited to see other play such as Les Miserable, The Phantom of the Opera which just made my day! Lucky me!! I officially have a husband that is in love with Broadway. So where does that put us on the list of Similarities? Ummmmm I think its now up to five? hahaha Anyways we had a blast!
Friday, December 2, 2011
I was looking through some quotes and I came across this quote and want to know what people think.
What would you ATTEMPT
if you KNEW you could not Fail?
All I know is that I have so many things I would do if I knew I would not Fail! A few of these things are first; I would Love to own a little Salon that has a tiny cafe hooked to it. I would hired Artist and musicians to come in and play their music live. They would play songs such as Michael Buble', Colbie Callet , Josh Groban, Adele ect......... Just Imagine putting these Artist into Pandora and that is what I would like. Then as people get their hair done, Pedi's and Mani's; they will have a cafe where they can get snacks, hot chocolate and just relax and listen to the music. It will be about the experience more than about beauty. I know that it doesn't make sense having a cafe and a salon, also it's so different and I can see it not working with the live performers. I know the negatives to this dream, but if I knew I would not fail. I would do it in a Heart Beat!!!! To know that I would succeed and achieve the experience I want everyone to have, I wouldn't hesitate for a second to start making that dream come true.
Second; I have this crazy dream to become a Yoga Instructor. Hahahaha it's ok I'm laughing too! haha All I know is that I Love Yoga and I want more than anything to be able to be that flexible and healthy. I Love thinking that I can help people find peace in their lives and to help them be Healthy. Nothing feels better than when you take time out of your day to stretch/work out and then Meditate. well, It's very expensive to become an Instructor, also you have to go away for a month up to three months in order to become certified. A month would be fine, but 3 months away from Eric is a little too selfish and unhealthy for any marriage. Also I'm not sure Yogi people belief's are ok to be a part of, you know to keep my Temple Recommend? Anyways If I knew that is was ok and that I would not Fail I would start saving money now to go to School!!
It's crazy how this question dares me to dream and it makes me ask myself "Why Not?". Why am I not Trying to achieve something in my life?? It is very healthy for everyone to have goals and to try to become something. One thing that I am doing now is preparing to be a Mother. If I knew I wouldn't Fail as a Mother I would have 16 kids hahaha seriously! Although I am super excited to be a mother, I will admit it is scary! I already have a hard time taking care of myself and Eric how can I add more people to this family Eric and I have? I know what everyone is probably thinking, so don't say it. It's just I Feel selfish because I want to be able to take care of myself just as well as I can now. I want to be able to keep my life balanced as I make my Children number one. I want to be able to be a good example to them, when right now I don't feel like I am a good example to anyone. also want to never put Eric in the background. It's scary to think about all of this. I feel overwhelmed. I know how I should be thinking, but I choose to be honest. Now with all of that said, I want a baby so bad, you know Baby hungry? I can't wait to have a Little person to take care of and Love!! I just can't think of having a child without being nervous. Kudos to those people who become parents without anxiety, but I honestly don't believe those people exist. What would life be knowing we would never Fail??
I don't think it would be better, It sounds great at first. It even sounds inspiring but then where would Faith come in?? I don't think having a salon/Cafe, being a Yoga Instructor, or more importantly, a baby, would be as exciting without the fear of failure. I also don't think the reward of success would be as sweet without Faith. Just some thoughts I want to put out in the world.
Women that I look up too!
Who Inspire me and who I Aspire to be more like!